Me,myself and i.......But who exactly?????

from an incident in my motherland to parikrama

2008-10-25T07:45:00.000-07:00

WIKIPEDIA ENTRY:

1995 kidnapping of western tourists in Jammu and Kashmir was an act of kidnapping of six foreign tourists by Al-Faran, a terrorist organisation, from the Liddarwat area of Pahalgam in Anantnag district in south Jammu and Kashmir on July 4, 1995.

The six victims included two British tourists, Keith Mangan and Paul Wells; two Americans, John Childs and Donald Hutchings; a German, Dirk Hasert; and a Norwegian, Hans Christian Ostro.

The kidnappers demanded the release of Maulana Masood Azhar and 20 other terrorists. Several national and international organisations issued appeals to Al-Faran to release the tourists. Representatives of the embassies of the victims' countries also visited Kashmir frequently to seek their release, without success.

"thousands are reported missing each year...
this is about those who are left behind"

this is what parikrama had to say about the story behind their single BUT IT RAINED..........

this one of the scores of such incidents that took place in my motherland,the kashmir valley between 1987 and 1999...........

the song is worded from the point of view of the child of one of the six tourists who had been kidnapped.......

the chorus ends with

"How I thought the sun would shine tomorrow
But it rained . . ."

the despair and yearning of a child for his father are shown here,with an example of how a child's optimism turns to realism..............

pakistan's ISI(inter-services intelligence)has been shown to have spent nearly 3 billion dollars a year in financing all-too-known terrorist outfits and training camps in pakistan and POK..........

the quetion is:if killing and kidnapping innocent people is terrorism.......then what of financing such outfits?????????

today,the ISI still has the same goal,but is using a different tactic alog with its old ways........the AAZADI DO movement in kashmir led by hurriyat,is nought but a movement to put up a puppet regime for the pakisani army to sweep aside and annex indian territory.......................

and all this when pakistan's and china's occupation of indian territory has never been justified nor accepted...........

still,a map of pakistan bought in karachi or islamabad will include POK in it;even when the UN and other international organisations show it is still a part of india...........

is this not a matter that has required the intervention of international authorities???????/

"Childs managed to escape and was rescued four days later. Ostro was beheaded by his abductors and his body was found near Pahalgam on August 13, 1995. Mangan, Wells, Hutchings, and Hasert have never been found are presumed to have been killed."-wikipedia

Heaven and Ocean........my 1st post dat i wrote on paper

2008-09-25T14:06:00.000-07:00

We accept space as it is....................the universe or whatever
We accept time as it is,.....................the physical quantity,mostly

Well i dont know sh*** about the space-time continuum,but I can give my word that,with enough thought,if one ca learn more;unravel the secrets of space,then one can realize something about time as well......or vice-versa..............................

On a whole new dimension,forget a larger scale,,,,,,,,,our present is someones past,some ones past is our present............
aah.......all the light-years of (mis)conception...........................

Cant all this be related to our lives?????one views another from afar,co-relates their present to his own past,someones past to his own present.............and when we take the ultravariables of of imagination,destiny and coincidence iinto consideration,maybe even the future.................

Both remain enigmas,fraternal twins,like two endless piles;folds and folds of fabric,yet to be disturbed or delved into,,their nuances yet to be brought to light.............................

Why do we take it all for granted;;the notion,"there's gotta be someone out there...."is almost synonymous with "there must have been a time,when....." or "the day will come,when......."

A light-year;the distance traveled by light in a human year...................
An hour;the time it takes the hour hand of a clock to move through 360 degrees..............
Do we really even have an accurate idea of what time or space actally is,in the true sense of the world???????????????

These meaningless,fabricated concoctions of the infantile,defunct human brain,are but blatant proof that an entire species of creatures of low mental caliber or potency,can as a single mass,have an intellect comparable to that of a single omnidextrous being,if ever bound to the singular plane of existence in the human mind........................

Just about then,i realized that i had been writing on an upside-down piece of paper...................

"He who makes a beast of himself,
is rid of the pain of being a man"
-Dr. Hunter S. Thompson

No wonder that,in "The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy",the answer to the ultimate question,is 42.............................

So Call Me A Blasphemist..............

2008-09-12T13:31:00.000-07:00

One can describe every moment in life,by trying 2 guess which drug god is on at the moment.........
Coke, smack, meth, morphine, mescaline, roofies, MDMA, ketamine, datura, weed, hash, DMT, LSD, ayahuasca, amyls, magic mushrooms, n whatever other psychoactive substance the great slacker in the sky made...............hell,even coffee n acohol(maybe even chocolate) musta bin made by him to chillax......................
So that must be it,god created all manner of psychoactive substances for his own use,and somewhere along the line a drug-seeking prometheus wandered along and brought down all the dope (atleast all he could steal from the great slacker upstairs),and gave it to the poor,dopeless humans,to find some much-needed,godly respite from their busy,drug-lacking lives.................................
So,in one way or another,doping brings us closer 2 god.............................
So there.................................
ciao
~DISCLAIMER~
"this article is solely meant for entertainment purposes,and does not advocate the usage of psychoactive substance in any manner........."
haha,rot in hell anyways............................

WHEN THE BOAT GETS TOO CROWDED

2008-08-30T09:36:00.001-07:00

Wrote this after watching 'Where The Buffalo Roam',a film about Dr.Hunter S. Thompson...........
WHEN THE BOAT GETS TOO CROWDED

When the boat gets too crowded,
Ill live in my head.
When the boat gets too crowded,
Gonzo must really be dead.
When the boat gets too crowded,
Ill give up dope.
When the boat gets too crowded,
It'll be a downward slope.
When the boat gets too crowded,
I wont record notes.
When the boat gets too crowded,
Ther's just gotta be more boats.

timeless

2008-08-24T14:34:00.000-07:00

shit man.........
no bloody time to post propely on any of the blogs.....................
bt somehow still enough to make money on mobwars.............
hopefully,things will get better after the exams pass,both in mobwars,and in the real world
ciao
P.S. You Dont Mess With Zohan!!!!!!!!!!!!!it rulzz(adam sandler lukz kinda lyk ben affleck in it,tho...........but he still rulzz)
FIZZI BUBBLECKH!!!!

Irritatin Malware-the 2nd time around

2008-08-24T14:32:00.000-07:00

so theres this very irritatin bit of malware thats been doin the roundz of the internet for a couple of months………..named XP Antivirus 2008

Infection #1

back in april…..on my moms laptop…..shed been browsin,wen sm antivirus thingy popped outta her taskbar n showd a report dat said the comp hd been infected wid abt 3 trojans(no report from avira whatsoever),and recommended a site which had specific removal tools for them…………..so she went on the said site n clicked download………..this then downloaded a file,and then proceeded to open about a 100 windows of internet explorer,when she’d tried to close them via task manager,it showed that it task manager could only be opened and used by administrator,which was pretty awkward,as she was on her administrator account……………….

Recovery #1

transferred firefox to her laptop via usb………searched around for a specific tool to kill the malware……….

found a symantec tool for it,which didnt quite work,so finally had to perform a system recovery to about 12 hours before the infection……………..

All is well.
Infection #2

last week,again on mom’s laptop………………she’d opened a spammy ecard which found itself in her outlook inbox……………….and again appeared the little icon in the taskbar,and its trusty sidekick,telling her that there were more than 126 viruses and trrojans on the disk,in the form of a fake report……………..no internet explorer manipulation this time around……….the wall paper changes to a fake report about how many viruses there are on the drive,and the display properties menu is locked….the administrator bullsh*t again………..

Recovery #2

went online,searched fo specific fix…….nothing in sight…………….had to try to restore the system,which somehow,decided only to let me restore to about 5 minutes ago,which,as tou all knw,is next to useless…………….with the last loss-free option gone,the only thing that could be done to save moms old laptop,was to completely reformat the c drive………………….

So,we said good bye to all the data on the c drive,and were left lamenting for a better antivirus(avira failed again)………..

Moral of the entire story:NOD32 and Kaspersky ar the only 2 functional antivirus systems in todays world.

All is well,except for an astonishingly empty c drive.

The House On The Scalp

2008-07-30T14:32:00.000-07:00

This is a poem i wrote.....................4 english class...............................loosely based on an episode of southpark..................................

There lived a pair of head-lice,
Who grew vegetables,lentils,wheat and rice.
They lived in a forest,of human hair,
They lived so long;men just dont care....

One fine day,they had a fight
It went on and on;the entire night.
Sleepless,yet tireless;they quarrelled on,
Without a pause;dusk to dawn...

Reason and debate;turned to violence,
A piercing wail;turned to silence......

A marriage broken;a life taken,
All due to the fight;god-forsaken......

He started to cry;shed many a tear,
Just about then,man found clinic all-clear.....

Great thunder,then poisonous foam,
Dissolved two lice,and their little home.....

Here at the end,I have but one doubt,
What was their little fight,all about?????????

insomnia?????????well,nt exactly........................more lyk sleep-deprivation

2008-07-18T16:49:00.000-07:00

k this is my 12th nyte awke past 4..................12th in 14 nytez.......................ppl say itz insomnia, but my views are quite the contrary...................but coming from me,who knows????????
well,i fel that i stay up late out of choice................choosing to chat on d fone,sit up on d net n play games on d comp,rather than gettin a good nytez sleeep........................n dn afta i feel dat d nytez no longer dat young,i crash n sleep widout ne problemz watsoever.............................often all through the whole of the next day...............................newaze,dis lifestyle of stayin up late n chillaxin den,is nt gna last 4 long.............................cuz skul startz frm munday,(day-after 2moro,21st july)
bak 2 d life which could b compared 2 d likes of auschwitz n bergen-belsen,although very slightly more modernized...........................also,bak 2my friendz,classmates n all else...............................n last but not d least,our much-beloved teacherz.....................................neeed anymore be said about them AT ALL????????????????????????????????
newaze,im chillaxin 4 now.....................
ciao

NO DISCRIMINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-14T14:23:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm........i just read dis blog (http://nodiscrimine.blogspot.com/) afta 1 of itz contributors wrote a comment on my blog,,,which was in spanis so i hd 2 translate it............used google translator....n gt a translated spanish blog about discrimination against women,whic was made by 2nd year students of the Technical Institiute San Cayetano,Argentina..........................................................
It made me realise wat ws goin on,withe extensive use of videos,true stories n statistics................
sm questionz came 2 my mind............
1)why are 99% of d cooks in restaurantz male,evn though every1 knwz dat mom n grandma cook d best in d world???????????????
2)twist d abuv question:why do so few men cook regularly at home,when 99% of cookz @ rstaurantz r male??????????????????????
3)Why is it HIS-story and not HER-story?????????????(taken frm d muvvee "100 girls"-a must watch!!!!)
either way,i rspect chix n der human/fundamental rytz....n i lyk cookin..............
n i played squash 4 d 1st tym @ pdo club wid my neighbour...........lyked it.....
9nth l8 nyte running......................insomnia myte b settin in...........
NO DISCRIMINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ciao

7 nytz of near-insomnia................

2008-07-12T15:50:00.000-07:00

okay...for the past 7 nites,i havent slept more than 2 hours n havent slept before 4 am......................
damn!!!!!!!!apart form the occasional headache ,pangs of hunger,,and the continual rise in the no. of typos i make,sleep-deprivation doesnt affect me all that much.......................eh!!!!!
plenty of good,newly-downloaded movies to keep me company(nw d fbi's gnna gt me) and internet access to keep me bizzy
and of course,the cookies n chocolate milk @ night
also the victims of my endlessranting on the net,eho stay up n waste their tym tokin 2me..............\
god bless them all
dont say shit.....if u wer in my positin,u wud b happy as hell too
ciao

Which would have higher inflation,heaven or hell??????

2008-07-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

Inflation is all the world's been ravin about for quite a bit of time...................perhaps it would be good entertainment to bring that concept to heaven and hell...........Well,hell probably has it already,cuz i dont think a whole lot of economists ever go up to the kingdom of heaven(unless theyre mormons)...............................
but do you think its fair,that heaven is above us,and so,has a disproportionately large amount of space,whereas hell,which happens to be below us,is kinda cramped cuz it should be within the earth's mass,somewhere between the crust and the core(i like to think that it only exists in the mantle)..........................so its almost fair that hell wants to conquer heaven,for the purpose of obtaining enough space for its already innumerable occupants.................(actually,they also want to do it as you cant see shit on earth from down there,where as you can downblouse all you want when ur sittin on a cloud up there(provided u have an extraordinarily good telescope or set of binoculars)
land rates must be through the roof in hell........................god knows how many are stuck in d lake of fire.....................almost like bangladesh man(even though its improvin)..............................
well satan doesnt give a rats ass for economics,does he..........................................
as of now,neither do i
ciao

shippin off to muscat............to find my leg!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-03T22:07:00.000-07:00

leavin 4 muscat 2nite.............sayin goodbye to india for another year.......................n sayin hello to 8 months of slogging.................
had fun in manali,had fun in blore,n had fun in bbay.............................
goodbye to low call-rates,grandma's cooking,,n all that i mentioned in the last post...............................
taken my share of positifs and negatifs from my experiences in india during this summer............
a summer well-spent........at the very least
ciao

I WANNA BE CROWLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-30T12:00:00.000-07:00

no use writing dis post,after d title..................but 4 d people who read my blog and havent read 'good omens' by neil gaiman and terry pratchett,ill give a short description of crowley............
Hez a fallen angel,but only just..............hed just hung around with the wrong people before 'The Split'(between heaven and hell) n got tagged as a demon............................
hes been on the earth for waaaaaaaaaaaayyy-waaayyyy longer than any/most other demons,,,n has kinda drifted towards humanity.............to say,,he drives a car,uses the phone,likes fine dining,hates his job,loves sleeping(he slept through the entire 19th century,only waking up once in 1863 to use the lavatory),et cetera.............
also,he uses his diabolic powers to makes his existance on the planet, a little bit easier(like disabling a police car chasing him).........................
btw,he is a eternal being................
And,he has a pen that writes underwater,a reeeeeeeeeeeeeelllly cool watch,,and not to 4get,a 1926 bentley.....................
I still havent finished the book,btw.....................................................................................................
btw,the earth's a libra

in bbay...........at last

2008-06-25T20:05:00.000-07:00

in bbay after a year..............
missing blore a lot..............
met some friends,wanna meet sm more.................
luvv the rains................................
luvv the alone-time................
luvv the chaat........................
luvv the puddles.....................
luvv roadside food.....................
luvv the pollution.........................
luvv the dogs...........................
luvv the way of life....................
luvv typin down crap on the net......................
luvv mosquito repellent....................
luvv low call rates........................
luvv granma's cooking......................
luvv sleeping too.....................
so gnite
ciao

in blore....

2008-06-19T23:26:00.000-07:00

im bk 2 blore.........................in a cyber cafe with reely low ratez.........
killin tym cuz NAFLz lunch break iz @ 12 30...........gtg c my gal....................................
visited sm mallz ......gt sm clothez,eaten sm food,,,just livin lyf mostly...............
~satisfieed~
ciao

davangere

2008-06-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

im in a library in the college where my friendz dad once studied.............................in DAVANGERE!!!!!!!..................
itz a 6 hr drive frm blore.......................where im stayin at venkyz place......................till the 24th...........
im happy.................
amaazing food,rendezvous wid my gal,n a whole lot more................................
shyam,venkyz lil bro,,,,is the most annoying creature that exists on this little ball of crap we call the earth................(no offence meant 2 shyam or to gaia)
newazeeeee......................
ciao

going 2 india

2008-05-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

heylo........m leavin 4 india 2nite..............m gng goin 4 a himalyan trek thingy organized by skul........
dn m goin 2 bangalore(now bengaluru) 2 meet up with sm1 special............n dn 2 bombay,,,,my hometown n last stop............................m journeyin wid venky d whole tym............boredom and irritation have a very wierd relation..................90% of d tym,,if urnt bored,,,ur probly gtin buggd by sm1 or smtin.............n wen u rnt gettin buggd,,ull b bloody bored wid ntn 2 do..................................
no net 4 abt 2 weekz,,so
ciao

keep on slogging in the free world!!!!

2008-05-22T12:25:00.000-07:00

work,restraints,distractions and sports....these 4 words rule my life at the moment..................too much work>>pissed parentz>>restraints>>gt bored werking>>distractions>>sportz(dznt reely fit in here)...............why cant parents ever ease up??????????okay,with us unruly kidz n stuff,itz probably bound to be hard work et all,,,,but really,,,dont we all deserve a well-needed break??????
[holidays or no holidays,,parentz WILL get 2 u]..............cmon,u cn have a nice 'sit back and relax' session......it wont do u any harm..........
i dont even think any parentz read stuff i put up,so this stuff is basically next to useless.............
but still,,"men live in perpetual hope"-chetan bhagat,one night at the call centre
ciao

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-29T04:23:00.000-07:00

YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!!YESS!!
All this excitement is all about te fact that I have officially started my first controversy/minor argument/misunderstanding/insult 2 pride/offensive statement thingy via my blog.........................And he bst part is,this one's racist!!!!!!!!!!
Well,now i am well on my way to making a big controversy/minor argument/misunderstanding/insult 2 pride/offensive statement thingy that shall consume all of mankind and result in the effective extermination of the most irritating creatures in the universe................in short,us............well,well beegun is only half done,,,so me gtg conspire 2 create the worlds biggest,and last controversy/minor argument/misunderstanding/insult 2 pride/offensive statement thingy...................
ciao

ch****......................an actual slur??????????

2008-04-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Chinky............that is the word in the limelight.....
all u indianz out there,,,,,i guarantee that you have used the word ch**** atleast once in one context or another,referring 2 south asian/chinese/assamese people..................ch**** 4 me,refers to the slit-shaped eyes of SOME(edited due 2 commentz...........damn you!!!)people of the far east(or sometimes the not-so-far east i.e. assam,etc),,,rather than the color of their skin or nethin.....................that is one of the varied meanings of ch****,which go as far as"british slang for south-asian food"...........which doesnt quite make sense 2 me.....................i really cannot picture myself recommending a dish called "ch**** chicken" from a chinese restaurant................................imagine,,,,a guy named ching opens a restaurant in chicago in the black quarter in the named"ching's wok"(or likewise),,servong dishes like chingy beef,chingy pork,chingy prawn,chingy chicken,special chingy fried rice,etc....................imagine the legal fiasco that would follow....................i am neutral

school-a bittersweet symphony.......and about life in general

2008-04-03T11:03:00.000-07:00

The uniforms,the rules,the attitude,the keeda,the teachers,the masti,the studies,the food(both @ d canteen n from others),the corridors,the slightly bland paint scheme,the workload,the bunking,the desks n chairs,the bathrooms(most of them horribly smelly),the water coolers,the gangs,the grudges,the pride,the rule-breaking and indiscipline,the emotions,the punishment,the bus mein aana-jaana, and DEFINITELY the most important to me,,,,,the very last,but not the least,,,,the people n friendz...............a horribly-absymal inventory of school life...........
life is not a bed of roses.......................dont remember who said that,,,,but couldn't more agree with it either.......................this description-of-life-in-a-nutshell,,,,,carries on into the realm of school life in full...................cuz at the end,,,i think a life well spent always ends up 50/100............right in the middle,,,,,cuz the high points and low points cancel each other out................all men are born equal(the original quote)....my addition is,,,,all men die equal too,,,and one man's achievements are only equal to those of another,,,no matter how contrasting their lives might have been...........i believe this is also true for school life...................the topper who comes out with flying colours and one who barely scrapes by,,,have made equal use of their time in school,,in one way or another...........a student may misbehave,,,,get into bad circles and habits,,,,but at the end,,,he has spent his time just as well as the topper with a clean slate..............one may experience the ups and downs of life early on and stumble,,,,,,only to be saved from succumbing to the highs and lows of life later on......................also,,,,,every factor in one's school and normal life,that can be classified as positive or negative(let it be to whatever little extent)cancel each other out,,,to produce a perfect average of 50/100 at the end..................in a way,,,,,,however bad our schooling/school life may be,,,it prepares us for what is to come....................and school life can be said to be directly proportional to real life(only in a qualitative way)..............................................................................so whoever reads this,,,,,life life as you want,,,becoz,,,,either you only live once(so do wat u want) or u r reborn(if u remember anything when ur reborn,,,learn from ur mistakes,,,,or else just live life as you want cuz it wont matter).............................................newaze ppl......gtta gt bk 2 doin schoolwork now...................
ciao

diet coke is wierd................................seriously

2008-03-29T13:16:00.001-07:00

ive tried about every soda/carbonated drink available to me in my 15 years of lfe..................
dew,coke(cherry,vanilla,regular),7up,sprite,thums up,pepsi,pepsi-x,red bull,flame,gatorade,fierce,reloade,hype,lucozade(originally introduced in 1929 as a hospital drink for "aiding the recovery"),monster,powerade,V,mirinda,fanta,barbican,fizzi,quwwat jabal,shani,royal cola,lemonade,jeera soda,bante wala neembu paani(shikanji),jaljeera,tonic,dr.peppers,hawaiian punch,gingerale,diet versions of all these,smirnoff vodka-laced stuff,bacardi breezers,whiskey and soda,gin and tonic,bacardi breezer and itz NA ripoff "freeze",budweiser NA,perrier"water",limca,campa-cola,and of couse,the mother of all fizzy drinks,the humble soda..............
but there was one that just felt different,dont know whether in a bad or gud way,,,but just different...........the bubbles were more prevalent when it was in my mouth.........a lot more active...........this is seen at all temperatures,,,,especially at room temperature diet coke................not even in any diet beverage,or even normal coke.....................this must be one of the great mysteries of life,,,u know.................why diet coke feels so wierd..................but again,,,,,,would diet coke without the wierdo,bubbly effect still be diet coke??????????????
ciao

my hatred of haircuts

2008-03-28T11:44:00.000-07:00

my hair is now aroun 41/2 -5 inches long,,,thanks to my great debating skills,which have proved useful in my long debates with my parents and various other elders on the aforementioned topic.........this ""ceasefire" of sorts,will now cease to exist.........freedom is drawing to a close.......school is to start on the 1st(this tuesday)..................the cycle of hair growth shall be restarted in a few days' time.................i hope to have hair this long(if not longer) by the end of the 1st term of tenth(around 28th of may),in time for my summer holidays,,during which i shall see how long my hair can grow........................
ciao pplz

im bak,my absymal audience!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-25T17:10:00.000-07:00

(hello,whoever has enough time to read this abandoned rag of a blog.............i have decided 2 restart my attempts at blogging...........
since my last post(dated 24/7/07),a heckload of stuff has happend 2 me..........."-
1.i got braces
2.its 2008
3.im probably going 2 10th(rezultz 2moro)
4.im downloading lotsa movies
5.ive got longer hair(due to be cut in about a week)
6.i have finished readin all the harry potter books(excluding the 1st and the 4th,they were badly written,relied oh-so-heavily on coincidences,had numerous failed attemts to be cryptic...........in short,,,they kinda suckd)
7.celebrated a proper holi after 4 years(thnx chikki)
8.started tutz
9.not made my bed for over 3 days(still continuing due to the fact that my momz in jordan on biznes)
10.watchd saas-bahu serialz(thnx 2 my loving grandma)
11.eaten really good food on a daily basis(same reason as above)
12.gotten hooked on need for speed underground 2(finished) and now most wanted(currently blacklist no.8)
13.had a proper bday party @ my place......
14.been stupid enough(my dear friends too)to walk north to look at the sunrise
15.been properly sleep-deprived(havent slept before 4 am for 6 days now)
shall post more l8r
ciao

long tym no mee

2007-09-24T09:06:00.000-07:00

india wooon!!!!!!!!!!!!1woooohoooo.....cricket.....smtn every other indian is DEAD passionate abt.......i luvv it.....srry pppl parntz cmin bk .....gtg bbyee.....
P.S. india rulz-parentz suk

maths is lyk poo

2007-08-29T13:50:00.000-07:00

iznt maths lyk poo?????????here are some starlingly common characteristics of the 2:-
1.its everywhere
2.u cant live widout doin it
3.ur taught hw to do it at a very young age
4.thers no love in it
5.when u get stuck,u apply"try,try,until you succeed"
6.it takes away a part of u
7.biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig relief when finished wid it

thus,it is proven,that maths and poo were brought up together,and are brothers in their own right

What the heck am i,a poet?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

2007-08-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

I ws sittn up l8 at nite, spozd 2 do hw 4 awhile,,,,,,,,,,suddeuly out comes d spiral pad n off i go on a wild-ass poetic journey.......................itz a wierd poem abt d thotz n state of mind of d 1st guy in earth.....Or today,an intellectual,,,lost,perhaps,intoxicated and illusioned....so here goes..............
PURPOSE
Dont know where im goin,
Dont know where im from.
Dont know who i am,
What am i doing here????

Why am i????
Inept, Indefinite, Insecure????
Afraid????????

The question of my existence,
Has long pondered my mind.
It is an innocence indeed,,
an inept one..........

But my conscience,
Seemingly inert at first,
Urges me,
To live on,
To exist.

What drives me on????
A definite answer,,,,,maybe,
But,is it the way it was,,
Meant to be????????

Or is it a search,
For the truth????????
Why????
How????

I am driven,
In this cycle,
By this inertia,
To go on,
To live on,
To exist.

3-day weekend is a biiiiiiig relief..................NOT!!!!!!!!

2007-08-08T23:00:00.000-07:00

ok guyz.....i came 2nd in d cyber-quiz,after being tied 4 1st n dn losing out in d tiebreaker..................i can now say dat 3/4th of my schoolwork is now COMPLETE...................n thnx 2 dis 3-day weekend,im being forced 2 finish my project on gonu by 2moro...................DAMN!!!!got a cache in my back yesterday at school,,,while doing absolutely ntn it seemz....................it hurt a lot till last nite..............n now itz bettr........................ciao

Cyber quizzin aint such fun.......until

2007-08-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

man...im in d finalz of d cyber quiz(qualified 3rd wid 4.5 out of 20,wid 5.5 being the highest score)gonna go praktis wid my teammate ananya(guy)..........cyber quizzin aint such fun in d startin stages.........until u gt 2 d prize part..........man i luv prizes!!!!!!well nothin except for a trophy is being given by the skul,,,,so i shd take it as a rung in the ladder kinda thingy.................i love technology sooooooooo much(go pic!)so for now, gt n lmao!!!!!!!dis post is axshully frm aug 1st(arnd midnite)....bt it smhow gt deleted n i found a bakup smwer....................cheerio

marx=parentz unhappyness+tutions(maths)

2007-07-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

parents are never satisfied,are they?????????it really doesnt seem so...........a week back i was blatantly refusing any kind of professional help for maths............now,i have been forced to find a fake guide for the rest of my mathematically unstable life.........you know, its reely sad,,,,you cant evn blame ne1 except urself n ur teacherz wen u scru up in mathzz,can u?????now the teachers are out of the question,,,,thanks to tutions,,,,,their profound negating effect on parentz and students..................so long.........thus, i end my life as a non-tutored child(most probably)